- So much time has passed on dA without many incidents.
- My premium membership is fading day by day without using it.
- Every day I hope that something happens around here.

I think I'm waiting for something but don't know what.
So much happend within 1 year. My uncle who raised my together
with my parents died, my girlfriend left me from one day to another,
my parents got divorced, all of my friends moved away, my only brother is
moving far away, I hate my job.

I'm trying to handle all that stuff - something more something less successful.
Everything I called "my life" and "family" vanished so fast I couldn't realise.
I stopped drawing for a long time - longer than ever before. Maybe forever - which I don't hope.
So much changed that I had to change with it. Next year I want to go at school again - get smarter,
get more valuable, get "better".
I really really need a new sence of archievement.

Next year I wanna sell my Grande Punto. All the reasons I buyed it are
not longer represent. Maybe I'll get myself a roadster - wait and see.

But no - don't get it wrong. I enjoy my life - it's just hard at the moment.

Hope I'll get over all of this stuff - wish my luck!


P.S.: Sorry for my slacky english skills.